My Life. My Blog.

Someone I love recently annoyed me. They thoroughly pissed me off actually. I was angry at them and then angry at myself for being angry at them. That’s the worst kind of anger. They behaved as they always did … I was angry because it wasn’t what I needed. The gap … well … the gap between who I need and who they are … that’s where disappointment, frustration and anger form. I needed help and they couldn’t or wouldn’t offer it. Well - that’s my point of view. It’s possible

Is everyone else’s calendar a mess these days? I go between periods of insanely busy to periods of not being busy enough. The swing isn’t ideal … at first the non busy days feel nice … I can catch my breath, I can relax, I can get caught up. The problem? I don’t get caught up - I procrastinate, or … I create projects - I go all in - so I can’t quit part way through (read: painting the hallway, deep cleaning my space etc.). I’m in a busy period now. Productive busy - I’m good

Anyone else finding themselves in an odd frame of mind lately? More and more I find myself gravitating towards weirder … towards silly. I wouldn’t argue I’m mainstream as a general rule … Weird would probably be a good adjective most of the time. I’m drawn towards the interesting … in my home design and decor … my social outings … a little less weird with fashion but still leaning towards interesting. I’m seeing these crazy “girls night” reels all over my for me page lately